i would be lying if...

i would be lying if i said that this move hasn't been stressful. moving to a new state. starting a brand new job. and spending a boatload of money rank extremely high on the stress scale. michael and I have both been feeling it.

there are moments when i am pretty sure that I am not going to make it. moments where i just want to sit down on the floor against the wall and never get back up. im lucky i have michael to keep me grounded and motivated. the constant assurance that everything it going to get put back together. that our life will feel more normal and real with time.

he is pretty great and i am pretty lucky.