thoughts on music

if someone said to me, "if you could do anything you wanted, what woud it be?"

i would probably say, "music."

i love it. i listen to it. i sing it. i try to play it. the ironic thing is that i just have no idea what i am doing. sometimes i find myself thinking that maybe i just don't have that innate talent to just make music sound the way that i want and that i should collaborate with someone.

but i think that this is the reality. i need to practice a lot more. be more daring. be more bold. take chances. and challenge myself. play. sing.

then i'll get better. maybe i'll be good like her.